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Hi, Im Patrick, Im kinda weird but.. I have a lot to say. Usually i like saying what my mind thinks so please don't take any offense to what i say or do. Thanks!
Anonymous asked: You're very cute and any boy would be lucky to have you. =]
thank you :) you should definatly tell me who you are :) hehe
Anonymous asked: are you gay??
uhhh only one way to answer this… DUH????
life is hard as it is…the only thing that makes it harder is Facebook. it makes it so you see everything about a person and you get addicted to looking at their profile…its a major problem! like for me i could not stop looking at my crushes wall so i deactivated my account! it made me so jealous of their life and i started to hate mine! so i came off Facebook for about a month and then came back and i was much better. now i know there is no one out there for me well at least as far as i know there isn’t. maybe someone who reads this will think that i’m cute! but its highly unlikely.
so i went on a date with this amazing guy! well i thought it was a date. but after i asked him where we stand. he told me he didnt want a realtionship right now and that he didnt want to go through that much pain again… hmm i look on his formspring today and oh lookie here he said this: “I’m not begging to be in one, but if someone comes along who I really like, I’m not going to stop it ” it pisses me off that people think that they can just toy with other peoples emotions and give off wrong vibes…
thanks for listening.
-me
Wow it took me an hour to realize what ive lost… I’ve lost a friend who I confide in… A friend who I talk with. A person who is awesome. A person who lights up the room when he enters… And now he’s just gone… Gone like the summer. Always leaving that questioning feeling that is it going to come back? Maybe. But really who knows? Well i cant really say it because it makes me to sad to say it. And now I’m starting to cry in the middle of Starbucks ;(.
Anonymous asked: do you have a boyfriend?
nope!
The thing about love is that its complicated… people can “love you” but not actually mean it. sometimes its gets too complicated and it starts to fall apart. People in fact can fall in and out of love this happens when they first meet and they are not sure if they actually love this person. they may just love the idea of being with them but realize that they are making the biggest mistake of their lives. sometimes people catch it early… but others are not so lucky. they get married and the person they married starts to show a mean and deceitful side that most people would catch if they really knew them.
When I walk in the door there are two empty chair’s. I take one and the other is left empty… I begin to cry when I remember who use to sit there with me and just talk…talk about our lives about people and how some of them can just be total jerks and how others can be the most amazing people in the world to us… I will truly miss you… But hopefully you will come back to rejoin me and take the empty chair across from me. And we will again talk…and continue being the best of friends.
